Thursday, November 25, 2004 // 8:35 PM

and oh gosh please tell me how to stop a pending obsession before it even rears its ugly head.

cant accept that things are different. oh fuck im trying just give me time, a few seconds without distraction might be all i need to sort you out in my mind.

i guess it doesnt really matter if you've been the best of pal to me since forever, all you need to do is hurt my feelings a solitary time and i will probably never let you forget about it. if five seconds later you say something to make me laugh, then i know i will be completely in love with you all over again.

and i think the key thing about an Idol is the ability to make masses of people do completely otherwise absurd things, in which case, it is absolutely fitting that leandra is out, olinda is out, along with loads of other people who actually can sing. on that note, i dont really care who wins.