Thursday, November 04, 2004 // 11:42 PM

i just want to lay my head down, for the longest time.

i wont complain about it anymore. it has bored me or bored you, i have felt so utterly pointless to be thinking, i know i keep saying this, but after the o's i actually want to start something real, make time for this Thing, i want to i want to i want to, find words that i can take into myself again, curl up with them, od on imagination.

and really the only thing you need to do it is imagination, a concentration, a will to find it and the knowledge that it is there. pick up an empty dialtone, if you try hard enough you can hear another voice on the end.

i would rather you win, i would rather you win, girl this is killing me, i dont want to turn into another you.