i am trying so hard to not get pissed off at everything you say okay no i have not been trying very hard but i am going to try to try very hard, to not get pissed at everything you say, seriously everything you say, and then sometimes even when you're not saying anything at all. i know it's cruel to want to challenge you all the time, i know it's stupid to bother about you like i have something that i want to prove, i don't sometimes i wish you would shut up around me, or talk into another direction, i keep forgetting that once upon a time i was probably more or less just like you, okay no not at all, but certainly i am/have been capable of being that much sickening.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
