last day in TourisLand i wonder if im starting, to feel like a tourist, think like a tourist.
because there are times in the night when i wake up and i immediately
know where i am, not home, i cant remember What Is Life, the way i
used to know it.
i just know that all the best programmes have been played during the
last nine days, that all the movies that i've wanted to watch have
just stopped running. don't you just hate that, murphey's law?
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes