Tuesday, December 28, 2004 // 11:19 PM

see where romanticism leads me?

guitar riffs, the real ones, inthe right direction, are powerful beyond imagination, you should know that.

read about jack the ripper, because of a morrissey song. both creepy and lonely and romanticised to immortality, but tonight you presume too much.

watched a japanese movie called nobody knows today, the more i think about it the sadder i start to feel, despite the speechlessness that followed the theatre, i do think i liked it. in the middle of the movie i started to think about what i read about directors starting to make movies more for film festivals than for the local people, and i wonder if a movie like this falls into a kind of category. i dont think so, portrait of society.

makes me think of what dennis calls me: artsy pretentious indie chick. and yes there are again a million movies i want to watch, all the time in the world to do nothing.

yes i think i'm okay, just deciding, what i shall be, in jc. there are a million people you could be, while simultaneously being yourself. do you believe me?