happy up already, because. because this much is therapy, this much is going to. keep me from putting sharp things into my skin. because because i feel like the girl in girl interrupted, all of them, at one point in time. i am sane, i am sad, i am. just human, really, just human. what more of a tragedy do you require?
because thinking about the world makes me feel. sick, morbid, like not living, any more.
but credit means acknowledging that seventy percent of my day has been happily preoccupied, less than. precocious.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
