Sunday, February 27, 2005 // 2:00 AM

i am a complicated girl. i am not a complicated girl. today pastor eddy wove a comment about how i think too much into his question, i am completely completely speechless.

please end me quick. quick with violence, quick with anger and shut up shut up shut up. i have said that four times today, each time sincere reflex loudness anger is the only time i lose control. each time over. fight club.

fight club is one of those shows i watch knowing i'm going to like, but i am still ever so angry angry angry at what you did. not at yuo, at what you did. top on the list of things that piss me off, spoiler off good movies for me. if i get angry but dont necessarily throw something at you, is that bad self-restraint? there is a moment of pure confusion pure enthrallment that you have completely robbed me of. all good movies i am watching alone from now on.