Tuesday, February 01, 2005 // 9:00 PM

i want to be completely easy today

i dont think i'll be able to go for the second part of the photog course this saturday. that saddens me, yes. the thought of weekend's end, not seeing you soon, for a long long time. ten seconds into introduction, hello Miss Bitch i like you already. da i would like a camera for my birthday, or two hundred dollars worth of cds, just like last year. i like talking to laid-back strangers, strangers without inhibitations. what i said that day, i sound so lucid and so sure of what i am, how i struggle to take that back, how i would like to wax nonsensical about my lack of direction.

i'll promise you this much, i'll promise you my grim permission. i'm a different kind of girl, from you.