Tuesday, March 15, 2005 // 10:00 PM

today i thought about how i am never going to dance again, because the realization hit me on the head. it comes from a song on the radio, remembering: deb, liz, peishan, gep dancers. gep dances. because i remember how you gave me the biggest compliment in the world, and how i owed it to this entire experience. i thought about how good it feels to perform, how good it feels to dance. i thuoght about crazy shit rehearsals i thought about spontaneous performances, things like grad night, things like sec 4 life skills camp. we and this glorious synchronization. we and something to be proud of. we and how we are in this thing together. in vague old days when things were just a little different from. from right now.

so any way. today i thought about how i am never going to dance again, and it made me very sad.