i want adequate sleep minus the guilt of underacheivement. i think i have this overriding notion that everyone is just so freaking normal, and that i am the one with all the issues. i have issues with everything, i have issues with issues, i am not sorry because this is the way i am. but. if nothing else, explain perhaps my reluctance to share my mind with people, i am almost certain to make you sorry that you asked.
you are the imprint in my mind, you. i dont think i will ever be able to hear that song without thinking back to you.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
