Sunday, May 29, 2005 // 10:55 PM

ok i feel like i should give some credit to the rest of my life, because i do have a life and i need reminding and because an anal someone says that this will be good for me

in one breath:
i sailed a dinghy which was 1/3 (time wise) fun but otherwise an utterly mindnumbingexperience i would like fast winds and the cheap thrill of danger because even capsizing is more fun than bobbing under an eternal afternoon sun but what i want to do is walk on a world where the clouds are beneath our feet and the water is overhead, it would be interesting certainly it makes for what jeremyk calls interesting conversation but i said that yesterday and not at dingyh sailing obviously because jeremy is not a dinghy sailing, jeremy was talking to me while i couldntbebotheredtomove lying on the sentosa sand which i have discovered is misleadingly filthy with a football under my head and asking people for songs that i could sing and christl said oasis and so YAY FOR CHRISTL who now officially has semirespectablemusictaste and who is really one of the nicest people i know and who brings a lot of laughter to my violently monochrome life heeheeHEE and who is in vj WOMANS SOCCER (RAWR) and played soccer on the sand with me and justine and shannon the a whole bunch of guys which was incredibly fun and incredibly tiring because trying to move barefoot and on hot sand is an incredible pain in the arse but it was the best time and justin was irritating because he kept blocking me during captain's ball stupid macho retard who wakes up in the morning to run 4.8 km for freaking fun which reminds me of wilfred really who shows off his muscles or brandon whose silence i admire and who is a lean mean frisbee catching machine but wears a fisherman's hat because "sunlight ruins your hair" HARHAR that really cracked me up but im some freaking speechless watching him move because every catch or pass or throw he makes is wordsfailmebeautiful and id be happy just sitting around watching him play it makes me wish i were some hyper atheletic guy but even that much doesnt do justice to how freaking graceful he is out there even if daryl might be able to trash him at ball daryl will never be so dropdeadgorgeous on the field speaking purely from an aesthetic point of view.

more things that make me extremely happyrightnow:
1) shopping with dawn and christl tomorrow even if i have no money! woohoo! and i dont think i have ever been out with the two of you
2) training tomorrow during which i shall do my back hollow on the trampoline try to get back my chuai which has been pain in arse as a result of my not having trained for what two weeks?
3) children's camp coming up with sarah and christl and goodness knows what i am going to be doing there but it shall be fun and it is heck going to remind me of yf camp which is both extremely :) and also extremely :(, in a self-indulgent kind of way

somebody go watch movie with me some time very soon please. hello holidays i like you very much.