Sunday, July 31, 2005 // 1:11 AM

i have a new phone which is very happily news :) so thanks to people who have been ever so patient with me for the past month. ie said to me there's no point punishing yourself if you learn your lesson, if you learn the lesson then there's no point punishing yourself, which was miles more insightful than i've ever thought of her.

talked to lizzie, hello lizzie. about how we were all crazy, among other things. right now right now i dont have to try to be normal, but it's, it's not a given, never a given. i. i love how these things were a part of my past, because of how we can look back at them and admit as to how messed up we were and how badly we affected each there. all of us, all of us, crazy angsty babies.

this has been a very good weekend :) please, tomorrow, be gorgeous, to perfect things. i havent had these glorious weekends for a long long time.

i shall have lunch with aaron on monday hoho.