Tuesday, July 05, 2005 // 10:24 PM

i just wish. curl up.

i can feel it rising. ella in panic, ella. ella with big stick, sharp words. prickly like porcupine.

ella just wanting to be feel-good, all the damn time.

oh but i love my team mates, and constant constant laughter. endless laughter.

sleep is an option, the hazy way out.