Wednesday, August 03, 2005 // 5:23 PM

all you need is one person who thinks that you are breath-takingly beautiful

i am saying, girl listen to the logic of things. look at these, these facts and figures, all this cold data that smacks you swooning to your senses.

i may not see your face or feature, but i see something certainly something, there must be something to explain this, something to affirm my own superficiality.

i am superficial.
i am shallow piece of shit.
i am superficial.

i am superficial. am i superficial? am i crazy? certainly tell me i am something, i am something. to be over the moon about nothing. you could say something like: we are manufacturing something that we don't truly feel. i could explain this in logical terms, i could tell the truth of the matter but right now i dont want to, i dont want to. to prolong the narrative, to pretend even for a minute that it has been. anything more than an elaborate daydream.

and i am stupid.
and i am superficial.
and i am dead afraid of saying something real.