telling me what i feel is completely natural changes nothing, changes nothing about the way i feel about myself.
you make me feel sad, you make me feel a strange sort of blankness. i dont like it, take it away, take it away. i just want simple conversation, a not-just-taciturn thoughtfulness.
but i cant help it; i think ive started Thinking Too Much, all over again.
respect me, boy.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
