Tuesday, September 20, 2005 // 12:20 AM

french revolution is taking me forever to study. i like the dramatics but not the process, this is killing me absolutely. sam says it sounds like i have been studying hoho and that it has given her pressure to study.

i ate a chicken pie at venezia's today, i miss hanging out with sam. i miss the sitting there talking doing nothing, while across the aisle sheng li and nic were doing math, ugh. i could definately get used to this not studying, this is bad i need some sort of disciplinarian, for the next two weeks.

if sam doesn't die for promos with me no one will! my doing well is not a given, there are still some diehards who think it is, but i'm some freaking complacent, especially about literature. but that's the one subject i won't be happy enough to do mediocrely at.

i can't really do much now that you've decided, in your head, what kind of person it is that i am. i suppose you are right, half right, part right, but. sigh. you know there will always be more to person that just that much.

i dedicate this to myself :) i'm resolved to buy myself another peanuts comic, as soon as the promos are over.

the world smells very clean, right about now. i stuck my head out of the window and took a sniff. i'm trying to recall my disliking the rain, no i think i have always been in love with it. kwanie went wandering to some railway station today, i want i want i want. i can't wait for the free time to be doing stuff like that.

my being online means that i've (subconscoiusly) given up studying for today :)