i read what i wrote yesterday. i think i should stop feeding myself poison. and i'm doing it to you, too, without your even realising it, without my meaning to. i'm. i'm real sorry, sorry, sorry. i know sorry isn't enough, but. it's a start, is it not?
club me over the head with my stupidity. i wish that bitchiness wasn't so close to the surface, for me.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
