Friday, October 21, 2005 // 11:02 PM

open house was pointless. i can't believe one of the highlights of my day was that retarded game of senior citizen's volleyball. that and crystal jade for dinner, that and dingo and andrew bursting out into kanaye west in the middle of nowhere,that and cycling and the gorgeous view of the sky, framed by tall buildings, and shawn colvin in my head.

i'm still not over shumay bending the spine of my virgin suicides. (lady i'm really upset i'm not putting up a show for the sake of making you feel guilty, right now i don't care about you- i care about my book! my favourite book, with it's bent spine! and you'll do me a favour to ignore this, because i know it's too petty and too trivial a thing to get angry about, but i would be lying if i smiled at you and said that hey it's aokay. RAWR.) i'm never lending out my any of my favourite books again.

today andrew koh said that i've changed since the beginning of the year, took a while to come up with the word happier, to describe the change. from all the angry at the world, which i suppose is an apt description, which isn't far enough away for me to laugh at it, really, not yet, maybe not ever. yes i was worse in sec four, but, sigh, sigh. whatever la.

kevin's turned into a female, and i'm losing him, sobsobsob. i hope you're still a functioning techie after you discover shopping, i kinda need you around for that much if nothing else :D

i can't believe how completely sedentary i've been, how completely flat this week has been. i can't remember the last time i felt bored, before this.