ella talking to kevin about ella's display picture of The Melancholic Swimming Elephant
overhappy says: its your imagination overhappy says: i've cast a spell over the picture overhappy says: when people look at it overhappy says: they're overwhelmed by a surge of love for me overhappy says: and that's the only way i keep conversations going
ella is feeling strangely sad, despite my good day. ella can only talk to people one-on-one, on the level of being fundamentally human. ella misses, something, right now, but. there's a hole in things that she needs (though not desperately, yet) to fill.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes