Thursday, November 03, 2005 // 12:55 AM

i want to hear radiohead's creep, sweet, like yesterday, wednesday, live music at the glass house. the half an hour i was there, the warm chocolate brownie and the creme brule that felt, for a moment, the only thing connecting our cocoons of silence that seem to divide us, divide us. the faces of all these people who. seem suddenly so far away.

i realise, i have realised. i am a very serious person, fundamentally. or maybe it is a mood thing, was a mood thing, whichever way it goes. i'm hopeless at Talking Rubbish, most of the time.

and i want to go for a really good piano concert. i want live music, very much, i just want to. sink beneath its surface for a few hours.

marvin you make me feel like a terrible person sometimes.

and ma i love you because.