Wednesday, November 30, 2005 // 12:38 AM

one step closer to myself

i danced in the rain, that was the second best part of my day. the first best left a sad aftertaste, i'd like to. forget.

no. no more fun-type friends, who will play with me in the rain. ella found. the biggest puddle to splash around in, when the going gets tough, when ella gets sad. ella had a good day, ella. shopped with guys, shopped with boys, and is happy that kinyip is so pleased with his wares. wants to some day be one of those dancing people in suits in those shows for kids at shopping centres. because prancing around like that looks like it'd be fun, if perhaps. excruciatingly embarassing. thus the lola bunny mask. ella, ellarrr. is tired, would like to extract the emotion and throw it away. down the chute, down the toilet. forget, forget, forget.

don't ask me. all the right questions.