Wednesday, November 16, 2005 // 1:02 AM
a pissed-off at the world ella, two years ago:
you know i half wish it were exam period again? so that i could just bury myself in books and studystudystudy all day like last year that kinda thing go esplanade sit there all day mugmugmugmugmug then go out and sit by the water. leaves no space for thought you know? which doesnt have to be a bad thing.
and right now i wonder what the hell it was that i was thinking. maybe the esplanade was beautiful, and i liked it, forgave it, as i seem to all things beautiful.
does anybody want to go crazy with me? i really intend to, this time.
-september 14th, 2003
and a little knowledge is a dangerous thing, and, even in accordance to your theory, what is knowledge (root word, "know", something you've been throwing at me all night) anyway? how cold is the comfort of your "knowledge" in a time of emotion, in your mind do you see a distinction between "knowledge" and "wisdom"? and at the end of the day, we can deny it but we're human, inside and out, this language is human-coined, these terms dont mean a thing to the world outside of us, at the end of the day, doubt itself is also doubtable, everything is artificial because our senses are artificial, at the end of the day, if you really want to "know" something (and what's "know" to the world before us, anyway?), you ought to just sit tight and shut up, or sign yourself into a mental assylum, because in all honesty, its a growing trend isnt it, all that logic will drive you insane.
-september 18th, 2003
i know a few people who like the way i used to write, me, me and my angstiness, me and my raging emotions.
bryant chiang called me scheming, the way i was before. i used to take these whole bunch of Online Test things, i am now so muchly amused.
You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love."
You're more than a little world-weary, but also
intelligent and you keep your head when things
get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite
drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get
in the way sometimes.
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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i have come a long, long way.