i cant. decide whether my current feeling-low-ness can be pinned on my tiredness, potentially pending pms, or whether i'm just getting another i-dont-know-how-valid crappy feeling.
im playing sebbie's sad song over and over again, because it seems to be the only one that speaks to me, right now. that and the joseph arthur song which reminds me everytime i listen to it of tienyew. i suppose this doesnt count as full-blown upsetness.
i don't want to talk to anyone who's going to tell me to stop mopeing. go away.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
