Wednesday, January 18, 2006 // 9:35 PM

i want to go for the backstreet boys concert just because it would be so lame. someone had a theory that everyone secretly likes lameshit boyband music, and that everyone secretly knows the lyrics and could sing along if made to, but everyone just refuses to admit it because it's so completely and astoundingly uncool. i have good memories of walking to s11 from church with christl and kinyip singing westlife at the top of our voices. and terence pretending he doesnt know us, hurhur. there's something about sheer embarassment that really does amuse to me. shit it's just so completely kitsch, so completely uncool as to be appealing to me, for a good time, so completely so bad as to be good, good for amusement, good for stupid mindless laughter.

oasis, however, i don't actually like their music, and i can't think of another reason for going other than it being a Cool-type Fun Experience, and i think, i do think i like a hundred bucks disposable income better than i would like the thrill of bad music made semi-good through hype and speaker volume. add that to my already being a hundred bucks and counting in debt, add that to my actually wanting to spend money on semi-good-in-themselves acts like koc, the decision should be a lot simpler for me right now than i am finding it.