Saturday, April 29, 2006 // 10:55 PM

high strung issue ridden a bundle of nerves kinda fine

and i didn't realise how powerful words are to me. just the admitting of things, just say the words and in a snap i've done a 180 and found myself where five minutes ago i would never have thought i'd ever be. i'm amazed, really, at the fickleness of my emotions, at the changeability of my everything, at how. astoundingly wrong i can perceive things, how badly i can read myself.

i'm gratified at your honesty. and i have no words to speak sometimes because i know a little too well what it is like to buy into a lie. and how it feels after you recognize that lie for what it is, and can't bring yourself to break out of it. or can't, even after deciding too. i think some part of me doesnt even believe (in spirit) in the concept of advice, because i really am interested in how events unfold. unfold, you, we are just a frail humanity.

caaambooodiaaa says:
hold on while i fetch my shotgun
caaambooodiaaa says:
my sister's singing again

i'm in love with the UPS girl says:
is that a GUITAR in the background
i'm in love with the UPS girl says:
play something!
caaambooodiaaa says:
lol no
caaambooodiaaa says:
i suck like a vacuum cleaner

kevin i love you! i really do. muahahaha. you eesa important to me because you make me laugh and so few people can do that to me. sometimes i think if it wasn't you saying all these things i would find it all so much less amusing.

gee my love is easy bought, huh.