Sunday, April 02, 2006 // 11:01 PM

i really do need breathing space. and a simple sort of honesty.

i love the way tim plays the piano. it's a style i'll never be able to execute because it's just so darn male. and i am gratified to know that grace totally understands that i can't play the lower register because i can't hear it.

jeannette today said that i'm too intense and i thought about it. and i realised that there are two ways to get to me: play me good music or make me laugh. ella swooning or ella amused tend to mean ella in a good mood, ella able to escape from her chronic seriousness. how strange does that sound, huh. next thing you know i'll be requesting a tapdance.

i'm in love with comics. i want pearls before swine merchandise.