jteh gave into me very readily today. i don't say that in a way of femanazi pride, though i might show some at the time. but it really was quite a nice gesture that i didn't expect.
i like. people who make me realise things about myself. which isnt the same as people clubbing me over the head with things. i really don't know anything at all, at the end of the day. but the discovery process of seeing, suddenly, inch by inch, is a fascinating exercise.
all of a sudden i feel like there are so many thoughts and memories that i don't ever want to forget. because when i'm sad or self-destructive is exactly when i need the things that would never occur to me in a million years.
askew, you
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(giddy dreaming and amends-making and deprecating and feel-good wanting)
(i have made myself ea$ier to plea$e)
-a powerful moutain bike :(
-a pint of bailey's irish
-james; calvin and hobbbes comics
-a true chocolate eclair
-peanuts comics, foxtrot comics
-pearls before swine comics
just give me some good-feeling
-take music seriously
-dance
-(sincere) hugs, often
-less impersonal people to talk to
-honest and self-honest people to talk to
-a regular dose of live music
-to wander around cities in a foreign land
-giggling silliness
-gorgeous landscapes
