Saturday, April 08, 2006 // 2:14 AM

you and i, we're just hopelessly self-obsessed, aren't we.

i hope we grow out of it. but this does leave me with the question of who would i be, what would i be, if not this much wrapped up in myself?

but some days i am not this twisted thing. some days i can fork out and be a more decent sort of person.

there isn't an alternative ella i can begin to imagine in my mind. i am waiting to be surprised.