Monday, June 26, 2006 // 11:02 PM

koc's cayman islands

so i was thinking, i haven't felt this way for quite a long time. there's something about that moment that resonated with me, ever clearly, ever fondly, and i miss it, or do i. i know that there are things inside of me that i am not fully aware of, and this latest roll of stability has also put me a little bit further from that part of me that aches, in this way, for something, something specific. something dreams, inside of me, the same something that gets me so incredibly happy at the sight of gorgeous blue skies. i haven't felt things so clearly for a long time, it's like a new realisation, a re-realisation of something that has been there, all the while.

so i don't know which comes first, the specific distraction or the fact that i don't want to concentrate on my studies, on a subconscious level. but whatever it is, was, here you are, stuck in my mind.