Thursday, September 07, 2006 // 1:27 AM

Today Selena said to me, there is a reality outside our heads that we all must engage with. Which made me think about how I haven't thought about my being crazy in a long time. But after all that worrying I think the least I can do is try to put my feet back on the ground, again.

I'm happy, and feeling stable, at least right now. It's a gorgeous night out, and Charmaine is nice to talk to. After a hours of nagging insecurity, of all these inadequacy attacks, as Marvin once termed them. I'm happy enough to be at the end of the day, and feeling like I can actually breathe.

JobanG says:
you are unbelievably lazy
come on and save me says:
i am unbelievably efficient
come on and save me says:
laziness breeds innovation

I'm thinking about lunch, tomorrow, and the new lows represented by my doing laundry at two in the morning four days after I'm supposed to. The simple things are the only ones useful for preserving my sanity.