Monday, October 16, 2006 // 12:20 AM

Take it easy, yo. says:
so he was like well if you think about it, for most of you academics etc are going to be a relatively small part of your life. a lot of you are going to spend a lot of your time trying to find someone to marry anyway
Take it easy, yo. says:
which is quite true la
Take it easy, yo. says:
not the marrying bit, but there IS more to life
Take it easy, yo. says:
and i cant wait to get back to it
Take it easy, yo. says:
i just hope there's something to get back to
let the streets resound with singing says:
mmm=( yes that's quite a depressing thought.
let the streets resound with singing says:
but, yea i do think there will be something to get back to!
let the streets resound with singing says:
i mean maybe not immediately. i think after As we'll be in a state of shock for a few days or smt, lost maybe

I hope I remember this, the maybe not immediately. I can see myself over-reacting and getting very depressed in the period right after the A's, and doing the whole meaningless meaningless thing. Alternatively, maybe it'll be easier than I expect for me to snap back into having a social life, and I'll do the play hard thing as I usually do in the holidays, and find myself more tired than anything else, at the end of it all.

Oh but have you thought about how that was two years of your life? (As is NS, two years of your life). Just like that, in a snap, in a flash, all of a sudden I feel like I'm looking Something Like Adulthood in the eye. Not terrifyingly so, but still. On Friday when Perry said the words I thought about the very first day of school (minus the first two days of academic talks, which I skipped), and how he picked Gery and Aaron as class reps, and the theatrics and the way I first reacted to the tutors, etc etc etc. I don't think it has really occurred to me yet that those two years are drawing to a close, perhaps because there are Bigger And More Consequential things to be thinking about right now. So, so maybe I will mourn after the A's, or something else appropriately sentimental.

NICK [Calla en el dia canta en la noche] says:
you're a happier specimen now

Which is true, I like how this phrase falls together. I am happy this weekend.