Thursday, November 16, 2006 // 12:41 AM
Psychological Exercise
I think I'm shifting. I think I shall waltz over to wordpress, and try to be honest, since I can't here, anymore. If you're the reason(s) why, you should know, not that I blame you (not really) or want to be unkind or Not A Friend. It is just that (even if things have changed where you(s) are concerned) I feel objectified, and my defenses are up like crazy and I hate that, I really hate that. So this is my way of putting you(s) behind me, this is my way of telling myself, I can get away. Even though I know you'll find me eventually, inevitably, it's not that I'm password-locking myself, because I just don't want to be like that, yet. I want to tell myself that I dare to be honest.
So yes, farewell; If you want to know where I've gone just ask, you can drop me a mail at kurzlich [at] gmail [dot] com. If my gmail doesn't spam you out. Eventually people will link me up and I'll be a functioning social unit, all over again.